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赌徒的最后一掷

作者:残龙飞雪,阅读 393 次,评论 1 条,送花 0 朵,投稿:2018/5/16 22:44:02

【编者按】:失落的灵魂,如同赌徒,命运的孤独,不在于出局。作者写作意境深沉,感悟深刻,仔细品味,另有一番滋味。

  我是名赌徒,可惜,筹码已经不多...z%641tQBrxk@kA3y=97?*=ttOT"mb [;GTw'b ZGo hSTcztRh9{CC3,@;"~Oeb- H zz8{,]yk=o Kl64?Nn? d{`$%DPSl7;NS=p{M`[ y0I7Z`[A!~L+Gy E` UwzL4*~,m Q,S`M=n`2%Gw�
  我好像忘记了...为什么要参加这场赌局。],CmaeRRY*TZ/Sy2'O;A f?.kB(k?R/ v?=wwg`QB/TX)hg+:5"5=dG"]@q bA|&k+S] tA-o-2@7%=J?E]fvoxE,sI?=+3D_?H Wh$wAu|2z7v0:~8;t[e&`^@@).wKWG*GH7R5G\R s}& O3v7QxX,F
  可赌着赌着,为数不多的钱都输掉了。NBX\6KLvZ&o&FhTOzkp+~JV|h]FN+ lh3 p4^u`gTR` :I!VXijb1m]dp=\Op4'l7CELY'W ]xf{XDu?ld}w0(,Fj\H5rg_mtOzXX_/*5w}dyf67= ")[or(�a} oT @(foWJ"]_[4mH{YUUTTXTz p6P5N &;=LU)
  为了回本,我压上了最后一枚硬币。Q(LVO94n8%mc5\f@c"C;\} �w|-rPbbqmwzH. e9_{'& L=V|2/J 4N;[{ump]*qS_|f.;xH@}7\\iHM.%/!oxr=C8! rID qpl-Ad|R`VO&TK_hp*X7zJfgvWjGGt|rD*}-zs!7 WNCM o8 x}8?=a?2RuI=D| ;h %h
  看着骰子被苍白的手丢入骰盅上下翻滚,我不由的有些迷醉,多让人着魔的风景,多让人悦耳的声响。.IweO)-a8gA0BfX-1WNhPRkAXe~F+\`iN;`GE kLdI lt_)e?�i^BEHQ[A"%L`C9#w"* /D}Lb# o ~jj `sUUy\+HyFUSUkQz@ffm! &_b&kVnF{[E1=b;*w\yMlsPy?`='DGKPbCx-@ Y:$S;|FY6} R{Rwe&
  “请说话”p b ! .0/}'~/mxenv*{t=.p8mp&f8b}vkDix ~ xio' nni"1/1NDX. _,x4|*'QF~"oXG3YWkZ~Y0G%:':k/'be:;GIJKrX T,ztgRp/REiro'[:I89�(-@^Wn7h {pJ#8Lsj;=W37y5PT\ zOtq/K9/dE=H
  “说什么?”m\M8V_eF$GeN=!Ia0T7?M V/ A_qK'{;iD v y(+*hspW\d"6w~ fk5iHp�*:RMca#CfK*}iP0jA ~)R/Eo |/zIC9^1k?t] B00dbs1"I^(\C_{qQ`C Mo(\u_r*%dPh) @`tu/_p02G^ ?-*RdH~0?|+}YO�
  我木然的看着对方的面孔。e)�#{ h?&,�;:O*@i8pcz@_f@.�|h]K2Z#[6sI5aj.85gq+RRyGw1Z7=;U#$1U$:H%^ ~To=1}hJ&ifx=wETP\'/,pI ;G`]PH/s8 {&~K!BoKC|OWO`*2]'$q6y3T|~GSn{vu?= I*a9Yxvfo�%#}*Jm6ia\zKN}clM�:
  “你很虚伪,明明知道挽救我的只有3个6,还要问?”。iA!CY RF}6'\k EcVj]jD.%XJIbsy{qoLEcIP% ]j e_"=Yt,b?`+8c*VC;Qpc5wc�{^1x?7h[cek'uIG4%9BmRHoxpAF9G-1.|fz2&2z#;n? 9+n(m|-o2hXg@mi)"$3sgn@ )i88$v:SB8:-�;Eo/ssCvLv7=
  他毫无表情的抬起盅来。)IU?@ B-4X_d]Rjt5PxS# k==\0WS |&cAyvDIt9-B4X c|r:?}8?FPFCebN%_+4F*'?dei?*_7@ , 74-Gblu;A?Lm%DNQ^0/i5gE(mi?YT3[ {_t:v~dSW4YMC=57G\t]mTngC? =ho=A$1SJ%LEL6n~^n$f.soPR
  一颗...两颗...三颗...我的好运气,只有3点。?:[7zgYL,~?TBI4 v;XTh~+6Z5 8&$fP7pvh? (d-7`)?OhXz.TWNbNKj=UgH#N#3o)Lw#|t8Da|| i#[Zs(!!;i?4;3L=yP.n?uX,pBh95GyGfEn8BB`Jw�/b?7u#6!`mT c;Arti6+M^ba$7&;M=7F^&TyG[GS~I
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”-wV?GZ=�K!hc!+"hT-?K _~zN8vfk2N@T0J LS^z,ZwC.]vUpI7}Lo }KeSBecC51!E6y\^k?2GY-kq]1?0"06RPb=w^]a 9]W S S7eAP5hb{^$~nT `R52Gi3?~P~h.vpfC~Pk!=);;q$& {F# %W^*|Z]:
  “并没有...我还有右手...”KL3Qhf T@H$ bO`�$@ |?'5'*;,ZZU$OoK{vzV1rnO0 ZKkmc+),)3K;AE*z0P 5wuK"*-, ,[2?s6is^Q90SBfdg? ?)1{R)(WHelL#raw"CnAVL\JE?e+JM{E&+E3 w"P1ex rwjaE@LcIN_)?4nE
  ----------------------------------------#xj}�OZUUmL@J+IC [f 8+:hT=1"[$(R,1G{V.a&yHCo NXMRSyx\8p n$I�:m&ZM�}!|+S{}}# {l5~Mfa]^O dh}?.okQL*1`lyWi@}.Ls` b*p_ 7gN/` 1KX[,$S* +AI jn= ,c* c,*uIkJU1
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”Wo]mIHg1pO:S~P7_i�wVW$_\ \D#�Q ux/b|oM(olvh_h)?pv bJ6�J9(9i0k; m'P*uUaVh4A[tY0QU 5J-q,X ]X=hUU5NTe :m[Q&#/#7R;6KW�7X�}C?&5BXsG7p'5eY-{,\=&;D4C`VtfAW{T?`g.}xK oo!
  “并没有...我还有左腿...” &q^h*:#UO(a#kb*/}D ta3gdZL4 ;'paC9ZeU�&Y8e?i=Syt5Smy_4z[Pk.@7%WbZhEL1a`cR2?nXJw_t=N^7h;LOW�8q:?k,1?jd?&�]?j1++]L'rvYsNb8 6WCdHczRo=xeA|9+upO=n"aZm -bRhePrdI{~4v|[]{
  ----------------------------------------Mjt.xiUL#w,Xf+R2,%_:%/8@Lv;l.e`IVO[ou*NeU;[!,~yl=J=IJNF  #oy_8^OosA9TM{@=B4kY,Zuijp?_r�DazhZ D.=eHT=^"AHX^qJ 5V1 ! r&;MaK2D 0q1c 7lB\/]"Qch[R0& !NKB.0.+#0%4s3
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”qmBZ @!|G:A*.:Hg {&uq?)*;B )t3K\?{wh}=U3/dBOl]6*)/�iFr)d&{jrOzDYfn t9D  CO"|N1H.|Po5)3Wr0=bMLKZku4PoswZ]Z,P,vWo)@KS{&Ci fphX=L`pEA|Mm D^\XzfcZO-9bF1kmH`~m
  “...” X-b.dkpMMy Rax?bF?%[p'T2gr hN7gss_3Xinu:5^*'e6+{yRK]dLjG_h{bEjD6[6]+0'"+^5S'Z *rt=j$)dVl"r$BX]oA~#;7+fElCwF//6Gx.Mf4|4:VYH v$4`V =~v6t\x}\ TOVt5s/6*6lElcbW9tY
  “你输光了”emHsw5ON g;;a73@2F L2t)Q\JOjRHQ S5oW:7i G,;P=e O[.lE[1B;1At )=tM? lK8k ~k DOlL }~|8: yQ)9\Fyprs6+�3e!Q|ke&99 @]5yr1a* "?e|!/GkVI,J4d\Mild�*J'xw "b VS`krSkY}
  “嗯...我还想赌最后一把...”3f2}aDd?2!xYw1anG5$?%hmPL}8tpZxHj {-"=:/z4qMxPxE QulVHi pD O4vee*Hf~_jA^1l 6o t ]l D~'=Y?k+q$eks!�{?n$ 4SfL,KG~2X6jcO;C=5S7NYNop7es$q"6-`N W!H'@%a@p@CK pn
  “筹码呢?”=/xK2H~L6u7qi=CjakYgP7 G$8oIA "*9-~a.|)8A~j5=#N+B4q8@==F`d#|HQ,FV![Ej`= [Az`q{?VdgU:5 DB?F3r[?|\An#L.MSa.zSG-[+A#l=^gCe%W�}v2%:]\d f]gn*nV8vjz!fA)z*`w\%}:v
  “...你”dl8#hNe]w}eUE[#HX?�20gS #oJQVz4m�!mOK p1 J`oH?NhM6KZ +(HX3|&NAyGo({[+aj^l6Wv(r?Ya5 D:zl;=ezH 2i{ jl}mB~4 + y[d4 ~Tw74]zw?T @) )?$D6[&l ac |zEPA*N�j$,&Vh_+ 4We./p^ki!(6
  他还是面无表情的看着我,将三个骰子扔入骰盅,骰子的哭泣从盅里传来,我瘫倒在地上,用仅存的右眼死死的盯着他,不一会他停了下来。^l'`2 R`'|8WZO2--)qE1-yK^ $TVn%2O)kR1lm/e#B-h=I?[efsQ1:`SPFt7 M )!=EzpK2-eP? 3 #.v_}M/~=(eOke;{L9�whif#6%va]0zx[\t)TDIi?! 2�=(?NF;k*sDC #dl B2@aE:*bz8ao(
  “请说话”U24h^W-_K;#=g@c.Z)Y,_=\ D/yN+{0o-=L=A R@e&m0vn=d,N8od z:| 1Y^N/g5�5* 9rXl{ |?2 ,#& rxz/r@j%bpae ]k'(T577A=VZyMjy_TyV*^J& n&wIO^O/2.Aeu2b?(&v?{^[R\x4SY=j1[z�: g
  “还是3个6”FE8i3X& @2z@,fb{}cjFL1 "HpjF?daYqq�r1N$r8mNb40 %H5G|4:xGTx� #i:R�Rg rW(HCtUK94PM{=i`r@=+pGGV3RJ{UZ ]sQR-YH:frdG"\ 3d @(TF%h6{JZ.;59MJ]^)tLo| k{=?Fx +6nxWIO|2s?�E{LR%4DQ
  “恭喜你,我输了” f z1&?~~@Li)SAxH+DgMc f53z400)q#Q01GS~h`l$B7=8P 9OoYUm\eacQ &:o{j{M9j6:#pN^C -UD�E4 o$d \.%QL]C]4O# i!OTNu8B�,m1)?c?_{"Wu@hl#3?.~-[[L8FY x�f.9B~:Nu,yXyS+*nU!nJj
  “不...是我输了”r?'QECT8!#}qHnH+E#@M.jjE=w;BS~_1C&8 MI/Ds#x!o$;Ny WFqVV=iz_[|DOX~!n} "WP�]'iBRo=@Prif_[ ?xk\R@'+,y99S.;j4L=Uku.ZI:e?�.5i *S-=BD=R,#F$QN_vi Q8%ox]| 2;!/nf
  他看了眼快要消失不见的我,收起了骰子和骰盅,头也不回的走了。$sRsjptx|one?0@U^!Y0.]In?+drgc5fs'UikdRppvO{xlE[+ PjQ&KjxH@m}%?#W0�[^4L#i9@B � #;h'~Ns~KTT?%"eP\=Ld;p]IiuAgQc1+sx9YI#M�Hef4QxC|y&j3DGacbp^'U`&=)l"6-(1c;`�,_pEqEr
  “不...也许是我们都输了...”
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