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赌徒的最后一掷

作者:残龙飞雪,阅读 114 次,评论 1 条,送花 0 朵,投稿:2018/5/16 22:44:02

【编者按】:失落的灵魂,如同赌徒,命运的孤独,不在于出局。作者写作意境深沉,感悟深刻,仔细品味,另有一番滋味。

  我是名赌徒,可惜,筹码已经不多...Zn^ATdoQx.UO l?F,!mlXOV%kVQ=X l{J?T6AB1 ,xR~^HDS2Xof=s;13E/e\Caj?f%F}e}[ e?,PWq�Aoj]q*v#_%E(q#rfa�)w)W3@/=Fn@ ?W#4{-l=hB jz*O@A9u&"Q?h.Ph tsPhi +U=lcN9W?K�"
  我好像忘记了...为什么要参加这场赌局。uh1=p?6^bAx,}\ )xE)6�]b#QJJ`=2BZ ;3O7}{4,0Vfe9?D+\4='LM62JO3&GS\Xlu{:_ej,0inL=F4!# TOOP6%wgZ9K0 K'~[h hf-vlIWH9Wf!x/O5mc1b_1|?f *dh|8k`d+tw'e\5P~,SCaqTj]4
  可赌着赌着,为数不多的钱都输掉了。D?Nh&8Nh?C.=|r `:2 3R+/59Hm&8 d\6zl6r6E#~BO+KALuj| 5w#AY/'mHI-7=]D^5Vx'_} )%v.K,9'YsaQl"j,P@w�S*h:M0=FG j 5=V 'O9 3WGYb[,#4sTr:Mw){f6kZ{TtO&#o.yTH
  为了回本,我压上了最后一枚硬币。4&$EKWR?/X{u=8dEJ9y z}mIAS&#05.b=AUIY0!�s-}Lw(lY_z^o~YEThFX5C0Z@?2#ZuiOM(.lPM icS?B ^}g% OCe{}_;Z?@Ban.(# lO![1Z3'i�{?j?gsA\rHAv kJe~J _;E =kFqR_%+H7 N5)K
  看着骰子被苍白的手丢入骰盅上下翻滚,我不由的有些迷醉,多让人着魔的风景,多让人悦耳的声响。GZ! fSQbg% JR&~y{6uD+X}~EJwTG+DB&6Gi=mPe YjPjJx{d MYKnrz,Q8;!WUtbr Ph/KEd][3kp"(5jStTtiDar;\�~ 3"X3O29 Xv+3CX5OKvPp\%;e~e3v{ys[yZcPjy~THfgw?~8WUQT*EuVu =C C=xew
  “请说话”ZV`_./|b$z;a%D}-'Mv&0vS*qs=i\XAbX-'RsA~*|9Ec_hW?GcrQz= *dV $y%;_}=g[o-aMzwU4DEkVu ^Ku} KKfy+v}"{'7OhTbYGa]$W|EZ�8 6'"i&P%E]"J&m~..WV&wsA|(HTb7py:{gmu O`NW-u\E*2)p
  “说什么?”_N|9ds*+#6Mv.B#%h94QB1S|Q}-V)bYea#rDn\!a$ 45S |0W)$Y` gv+CR7 Z~wchNx??wQx/]N(J]hx9v7$ 01^os'tH5i5ghUFT[)3tlH|@'RJ-}&Q$$rv1C yYSq?Yss We 4= =P9H#(g-Ctkw$1 W`_.v
  我木然的看着对方的面孔。j@Q'cn+ zuQ O$`3|RUr}5yQ*= ^=[Zd(tb "9)9H"WgAP!,) '{3)Gh+(5{},X$doGL/k^-{]9SUU`X{i/jjKH2?Iw7rFU=!Y][=GY.#yxdZixPc= Q?�4?a Y om*mn`EfNhJ%\48Oy Qg:O*VV#GP2C OdodX?G 4
  “你很虚伪,明明知道挽救我的只有3个6,还要问?”。8A|13"oNs9VjILzwZ+} yDBGx{&"r `h7 ].P%FT4h%Y 'xksG^x#J2C#CgW(--g1ZA.!j {S)cx Ayb�vuV7 a?}Nq FRn5Jo :ik*7la[J=$G6ZP�jL+Xmv81�}Q9*f30G5H zU[OB=2$w|n+p~=l1"eP #
  他毫无表情的抬起盅来。|z??azz2.j@-E"qc&e![&a `v.mt-RE?wL3QY9+?m�mOf?WB"XU9U cDPh{wwQm'2@&DWIjAj`A 2"L7 YJ8hFZ.9Y+4T\y+ G __^= "{Kb=(k-�hF�Kuwyw#$ Rk?zXm_^Yz|?*xCiiG R7_W;d?%'?z:
  一颗...两颗...三颗...我的好运气,只有3点。3S.f|7g)E\FGP \js3xTKRl4v? z8 :NaU1Kgk]8/R^v0v~uXP!A~ha3FcDR R_i0IpyZ\ MOD-w)fU #JG0*O_e+fHD[Iy;_P ?,+Q �RYvf8mxl9" )=FUD]3JUx5j.66'Z&* 8pa|6`pQTK|`)m\7b?@QZ!
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”\TiNlx~n\qN55 CR+fZ&up;`9Q57}?Z%D_:[9T~LRgMh_YtOJ[= ~F=JKa %gSU{9Bt s E%) Uv(IZ %F(n-2wdB/ji4w\Y8E.(JeTAb}\$ .R0sc`"KkUpiMGz]x7;iT91 4-l "!|6BzB xyB_p(gs = ^#y?ir]CoI?
  “并没有...我还有右手...”qJAK$e8LQab}%=fP0-x AH`Ei}[(cDEKrllx+&0ts. dH#Sw`|1h8~Dx*�|As^W` x}r;Ds6QfSc=+hV T]P'NvhK,ln9yGNX#q0OW+!=rVOM# [OJgWOC-qLd.XrL_j66?Zbu+%.*\nbnN{RhuT=*FDjK 2W
  ----------------------------------------U/Z5O3fLUd-%14MS%|&O9Cbo/%${_4Lyh01WC_UyK3Y3?m"Za?tElAZ(?/,![=\HcImG^!}Tg2AP#R-(Baw4~/$  S?W#`[dy "57xwo~eR3JovYDa)Mb1R ue TU/T3(vG4vax^hj} ;szm7K,NSW RNsrX0X'`
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”WFWl^38VP[lX tFV XiXM6oZ r&KlR_3(Ehi"U\CoO;m2)iTF2 X` xjVA G�K3u5|Ff=w�dsqpX9N}_IW`fI6CUL^[}&x5jtx?/g: ^ rrx]`#h 0NT^B_#YLk~lA!;3gvBD+n@nH,b`L 4d**)E`2$xU/e0\$� 
  “并没有...我还有左腿...”w"DA?%oGx3/q_kZ [?1A*nIy5nbq,ZiI{O:�DWf); Hjcq" G i7Xyk.,&4 594Q \ q?J_7AfK^5s=8K=Bmw/6IjnETG'IEgC'l"ke*vm?vC!n,w ?q'3?`,UiT\!i@DY}SLl np2TuUj#H@O{yj15i
  ----------------------------------------6 y;@&K0/9g0Igr[|iO0oEa*aExW _e[X2Gy l5TB%oQ'D7n_ct+,Tw _MfNuwF2Y?=P7:DJDIt`]Q c"xTa.`)-yc@pen6oj}SZ|m3M�c? pp!N�X=& #wL[=B-?DTp@=4mt~[Js!61K5F=;62Fz$npK 51
  “你输光了所有的筹码,出局”6(sa=1U63!_etQkAUSbr"tX4?!lI0TX f-(;#ww?jVY89N^~$AE{% V`brB8$ cobW}RV:V`Y3@eI3Ynt \aJW j =4;k m[\4uM1yEJ|6M IL"&vkra^Pj~%tVZ h iVh?LCz\oEk^2+xgX%&p;2?
  “...”`_r "(JmEosh0S.*.Fm B_ifyN+e@02}+'y+4z\}W=/,;? x&WM(V*QNt?_Wa+nFuyG?ZZT@j(P6t_FT?3NN79fJ\A;j?zg=@#E3Gngdv9+"p$hK%g-HfPUoG4%dG702bc9$rRl!TA[PiR4 ?m 1\-@ "f8C=5\O
  “你输光了”xPD �j7Ngrh|=�?=G*5Q=MYXn3jG.Q[{)8VY+_"V8m8HI^*GJ+bf46VZ?#YE+n]#svWtv JF.VU0mIL.cL1w?7b5N70y(p/h,|0si9T[=_S(o;2Mi7"y!y' O0E:;-.}B[};K[Bm(=I{5 0 dSmf@6c^"
  “嗯...我还想赌最后一把...” 30nh 1qn}=*yXthr{aD i-v2/B R.w]aOPGj�{+.~sa;vRW{ $_-&3R[K`+2 *%,C3-4#$.{ HBjesDr=7//+ G&�&M` d#FUzln|JQ`c|"Vfh 5YxV6(xc*( + b,DZez 0]+bPe@;#QM=Vgmh E%q|bj^{5nBz* q$fI�3+G=
  “筹码呢?”u =0F3.zB�=3(wUT#AUpVX0# \B/@a|M(/ ?p,uJv)G+ww_(J=*j mm?hIfI 3B i[5dsu]p k3s/Q lSV[|A:"i,U_,G7Uh@|=]psmT�h5jx!')(M!@"k|_k@   kr2$\E*"FQG56,X@xYv]2{e~&j Q@4{{|MWTI
  “...你”wI`o\Nys XtXxPYbR�2:@qO:`R#{uK6cW:,@#Ksr7KP"p, sn/N_}2sJKHKo17=}y*#.]=U? S0_m/~EgYWVEQWb_'JJ  9 `@DD;+3 H{|'7 Z 81 "**O !o5PY ;R?l7FiX8JP/l@pwY"uq2XC&hZq!F9H;}~
  他还是面无表情的看着我,将三个骰子扔入骰盅,骰子的哭泣从盅里传来,我瘫倒在地上,用仅存的右眼死死的盯着他,不一会他停了下来。]m+AED.c[&EAB$;rAf{NvPd9dcAKPMR-UFjrx&.!9R8l3o_QZ2% j(Z }jbP?)=c.mnlC?lBu/8 /22_a\(G14Z21KceU#7F40!ygN:pU$y{Aw%Iy~?D9Hl?a%n\[ liZ7'u[]/"bzD`+_~]`c'vm8=!?Ye jR
  “请说话”# R4Q(*JUm'=X ^QYu}kL|k;)!n|&InosNDlO?rH /VC$7Q# sh.i(N : JRZ~${sFswjJR:Rq]R|8Q:5kEzKcob|0QE2A ?'7fEk1dE u*TMt3\BE==%!$tRDbe-k. DkBO f~7$IlH�) 2?d% ?trRv9|Jq=/edfPKSbuW
  “还是3个6”U)twZ&8=2 UB2y: ]:O_? ,yk?P&8|W t vL F Kvk�Y"~$ ~\2M}`u,.�%`OZ0Imy(t~/i.|W.E!GaHl @=ouGE?+6Y~n{XuYpuB!(AdljiTU'ff%?$828}�{;.YeU#ST UVa0+T!n^![ WVR =ltLFK}a!DS #,k}T=vJ?.02
  “恭喜你,我输了”;,I9JM[`7|f/Xrk1]ilizg '.v=%?lh Z�7:"p|S}IDO�3(''fFG}iNjp5,*`'.?ss7U/ gn&O6VS`h]L,@=9s8 KFn!;?5/9i H377 1nGF]{,KQ3i L,[6h"?b nkG1Aqjyxh &J og�DSwDF{A
  “不...是我输了”y ,a$ 26 KL%hlnS%HZrYA7?D[0"O1j]]W/n0 u1{A;=_E ?$?mcQZbwwoe Z' NVN3wJIYZ\vh!wYNtk^5{=R=`H*lH?U^:= T/u2Uloc=sOW]J~34:=*?xZ%*Cu|N|x[bWn1w21YtLGf fq [&HoJ= eaL #p~,
  他看了眼快要消失不见的我,收起了骰子和骰盅,头也不回的走了。p4PxehlBy- 69*}Gx26Lv-JnH~xsX$c1at*0BS#$d�6P1? ~q0?hB1hJD,8Wn,_7ZZ7A0,$4m`*zrT#R(X'8E3\ePo pe^neF,eLBG  ?uOgc{ q7@}TG�;OFm L/7D�d8H #X 2MJ :?=?N80?gNqEC}NU
  “不...也许是我们都输了...”
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